I don’t know if it’s normal to think this way. I feel like I have given a lot of different people a part of myself that I won’t get back. I hold onto those people just because I know they have that part of me and I don’t want to lose it. How many people do you invest your feelings in before you lose yourself completely though? What if I lose another person whom I have invested most of myself in? Will I be lost? It’s difficult to say what will happen but I’m afraid that I will lose myself. I believe there is paradox to it all though. Maybe there is that one person who will make you feel so much like yourself that you won’t remember what you lost and they’ll remind you of whom you really are.